Thursday, February 26, 2009

HCR240 is Life.

It measures two and a half inches thick and holds the weight of a small child. At a staggering 1687 pages and 10 pt font, here stands my texbook "Pathophysiology: Concepts of Altered Health States, Eighth Edition", showing considerable devastation on the lifespan of my desk legs and perhaps my own. Mondays and Wednesdays are spent carrying it to lecture, always by hand in fear that it might break my bag. I've learned through time to lean it on my chest to conserve arm stamina. Nursing students -- what we learn, ah, we keep so close to our hearts.

On nights, the book finds its home on desks, in libraries, beds and laps. I reread and highlight and tab and color code -- then re-reread and rehighlight. The corners are run-down and have lost their edge. A ring, coffee stain is slowly engraving itself onto the front cover. It has an illustration of two sacular arterial aneurysms... I like to place my mug strategically on the empty, larger circle. No reason.

Overall, I can appreciate this textbook's ability to bring out the direct and raw emotions of the present. Example: if I am feeling down about classes, one solid glance at this guy and I may well break into tears. Or if I'm sleep-deprived just enough, the verbose and repetitive jargon will put me right to sleep. And hey, if on Monday/Wednesday, I happen to pass by someone who's crossed me, the book and all its 8.5 lb glory can even double as an "immediate life-threatening condition". Coaster, pillow, sedative -- it does it all.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Reflections

"My Children Explain the Big Issues" -Will Baker
In four small snippets, Baker uses a few small paragraphs to efficiently create a vivid backdrop, a mood, a strong voice and impressionable ending. This is something I need a lot of work on myself. Dialogue is interwoven with the movement of the story effortlessly and allows the childlike discourse to contrast with his mature and intellectual voice. The word choice Baker uses to describe objects and scenery is vivid and gives a clear image of the scene. He also changes the sentence structure, allowing the reading to progress smoothly.

"The American Male at Age Ten" -Susan Orlean
Orlean’s sentence structure is clearly defined and her role as an interviewer and informer is established through this. There is a subtle humor and wit in the way she writes as she lists her collected information. The almost mechanical structure mixed with the childlike lexicon and phrasing are a part of this. There is also an initial personal distancing in her writing as she observes Colin. That however is soon dissolved when she relates much of his personal traits with her own.

I realized, after a few paragraphs into the story, that all the excess information written was to reveal Colin’s way of thinking and the way he sees and processes reality. I hope I can better incorporate different voices of character as Orlean and Baker have. These writings demonstrate the gravity that word choice and sentence structure have on the mood and flow of a piece. I also really appreciate writers who can incorporate a realistic, young voice in a very convincing and natural way.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Ramble, ramble, ramble. Forgive! I couldn't help myself.

Explanation: The last movie I watched was "Burn After Reading". I emailed the professor and she said I could write about a television show or CD instead. I quite enjoyed "Burn After Reading" and wouldn't mind writing about it. The caveat now is given the option, I'd much rather write about something that moves me and that I borderline worship. I also wouldn't want to spoil the amazing twists and turns of the movie, in case you haven't watched it.

"Oh my friend you haven't changed. Still looking rough, and living strange -- and I know you've got a taste for it too."
-Pete Doherty, The Libertines, "Don't Look Back Into The Sun"


I treat my bouts of musical/author obsessions like milestones of my life. College, and possibly the rest of my adult life, has been consumed with the band, Beirut; and with it Zach Condon, the mystical man behind the curtain walls. Squalor, treachery and alternate lifestyle have always encapsulated my interest and are the base of any inspiration. So as expected, I completely devoured Zach Condon and his ways.

A high school drop-out and straight-A student, Condon seemed to prefer making electronica, blues inspired small 4-tracks in his basement. He had an upbringing that fed American classics like the Eagles and Springsteen; so much to his father's disappointment when he chose trumpets over guitars.

At 17, he traveled around Europe as a vagrant. The days in Paris struck him the deepest as he met street brass bands that offered impromptu lessons and neighbors upstairs blasting Balkan records and practicing accordion through the night. Obsessed with the timbre of brass and discovery of this new world sound, Condon though still a novice, was determined to make it his own. He symbolized to me a man who threw himself wholeheartedly into the unknown.

One album, one apartment in Williamsburg, New York, and two French-horn tattoos on his wrists later, Condon established a solid international fan base and new musical movement of orchestral roots, ukuleles and eastern European sentiment. When word of a second album took wind, world-wide anticipation commenced. Condon fled pressures of the New York scene back to his humble roots of Santa Fe, New Mexico for solitude. Reuniting with his childhood basement, he set to work on The Flying Club Cup, album two. I claim it a masterpiece. And Zach only being 23-years this day, I can only imagine what is to come.

There's sincerity and rawness in the simplicity of his lyrics and composition. The deep and expressive baritone unique to Zach is exploited to it's fullest. This is my favorite song on the album. Titled "The Island Song" during the pre-album release and later changed to "The Penalty".

It begins slowly, intimately with a ukulele. The lyrics are vague but expressive. To me, it's about an unsupportive family, disappointed about their child's life decisions. His home is an island, hostile and where he's perpetually on trial. He has to leave -- sanctioned by guilt, or perhaps exiled as penalty. He's living in purgatory with others homesick like himself.

A tuba is introduced, and the orchestra follows by a swell of sound. It ends serenely and open-ended. There's a sense of peace, when he mentions lights and hope. He also comes into terms with his family's feelings toward him, crediting them as blameless.

Like an ancient day and I'm on trial. Oh, let them seize the way. This once was an island and I could not stay for I believed them. Left for the lights always in season. Impassable nights in a crowd of homesick, fully grown children. You'll leave the lights. Your family may not wait, sir. Keep on believing. Our parents rue the day, they find us kneeling. Oh, let them think as they may for they've good reason. Left for the lights always in season.

(All songs from the album, Flying Club Cup, can be played and watched. This was a project to set all songs into a live video form. It stemmed from, La Blogotheque, a compilation of musicians performing selected songs (kind of like highlighted readings) in commonplace public forums around France. The idea is to bring music back to it's original roots -- directly connected with the people.)

Extra: If I had to write about a television show, I'd have enough heart to spare you an endless (literally, endless) ramble on classics like The Office and Arrested Development. Pushing Daisies is on the fence for cancellation and thought I could advocate for it briefly.

The series is weaved around a quirky set of beautifully crafted characters -- caricatures in speech and mannerism, but intentionally so. The themes include death, choice and forgiveness. Characters are endearing, imperfect and pleasantly peculiar. From pop-up book fetishes to eye-patches, twitches and wardrobes -- they are all intensely idiosyncratic. The omniscient narrator also reveals to the audience inner monologues, intent and hidden emotion.

The structure is simple. A narrator introduces a small clip of Ned, the main character's childhood. This has with it some kind of unresolved theme that troubles Ned psychologically. It follows back to the 'present time' where there is a typical "Sherlock Holmes" murder mystery that echoes the introduced theme. There are a series of bizarre events and interactions that move the supplementing drama between characters. Dialogue is witty, situations are always hilarious and subtly echoing the central theme of the episode. After 24-minutes, there's a resolution and a neat tie-up via narrator.

I watch this show like it's my part-time job!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Tuesday, February 3rd, 2009:

the day of the inadvertent sweatpants social experiment.

It was a day like any other day. Or so it seemed. I'd showered, eaten, readied myself for the day -- only to be cut off by an empty drawer of clothes. Realization shafts me like a speeding truck.

I had come home last night with a mission, not to touch base with my family and have dinner, but to (let's get honest) do laundry. I guess rick rolling1 my Dad via his ringtone at the dinner table and thereupon explaining the concept of being 'rick rolled' monopolized my evening.

Since my sister is my size I run into her room to see if she can spare something. I open her closet; everything oozed tween. I didn't have the stomach to come any closer, much less imagine myself in one of her bedazzled, sleeveless numbers.

I knew my little brother had a sea of white v-necks and athletic pants in his room. Not my cup of tea, but what else did I have?--

And like so, I had unearthed and bequeathed onto my life the greatest invention known to man (apples-to-apples notwithstanding) THE SWEAT PANT.

I don't consider myself one to go out of way to get dressed for class... I wear what I have. So today I became quaintly educated with the standard I had best maintain around friends and the external community.

Exhibit 1: Healthcare Systems Lecture

"Tania," Kristie calls over to me two rows behind from where I am. Her voice trails that last part of my name, as if to end the phrase with a question mark. I walk towards an intimidating, raised eyebrow, "did you join a gang?"

"No," I stand confused. The intentions for her statement take me a few moments to register (do not judge my brain, and its innocence to the connotations of a sweat pant). "Kristie! I see you're liking the threads," I do a half-twirl to showcase, "Amazing, no?"

Shafted, part two. "Were you late this morning or something?"

Exhibit 2: Parking Lot

My older brother, offers to pick me up. I'm standing on the lot to the side as people walk by -- I kid you not, one individual did a half-circle around me! As if I had some invisible 5-foot barrier surrounding me.

Micah's acura pulls up. His grin is immeasurable, I can already see it through the tinted glass. "So where is your crew?" He leans over as I buckle my seatbelt. "I thought you were gonna moonwalk over to the car. Ya know, like at least bust a move or two." He does a sardonic bboy impersonation with his arms.

Exhibit 3: Piano Lessons

This was my personal favorite of the day. Irene, my teacher comes into the room. She is tall and thin, with a thick Russian accent and walks with her elbows bent and her hands slightly raised, as if she were perpetually conducting. When she walks in to see me, she stops and her eyes narrow-in below my waist. Her body is frozen from the moment my outfit visualized into her brain. I had to bite my lip to keep from laughing.


So this was my entertainment for the day. Seeing the differences, subtle to extreme, of how I'm treated because of what I wore. My only hope is humanity will one day receive the gift of lightness, flexibility and ease that a sweat pant offers.



1 rick roll: to fool someone into listening to Rick Astley's song, "Never Gonna Give You Up". This is typically witnessed online through mislabeled hyperlinks but I'm enjoying my blackberry hijacking variation.

(I'm not really sure what was expected for for this assignment. My day was so boring! I had nothing to write about. I'm hoping this works.)